c.2017, Dutton
$28 ($37 Canada)
352 pages

You are a very different kind of person.

You like things that others donโ€™t like, youโ€™re good at something that nobody else can do, and you laugh at the craziest jokes. Youโ€™re different โ€” and thatโ€™s OK. If we were all the same, as youโ€™ll see in โ€œThe Awkward Thoughts of W. Kamau Bellโ€ by W. Kamau Bell, life would be awfully boring.

When Kamau Bell was born in late January 1973, his mother was already โ€œa pioneer.โ€ Sheโ€™d been married and divorced twice, and was unmarried and 35 years old when Bell was born. Unwilling to marry Bellโ€™s father, she defined her own life and raised her son to do the same.

Bell grew up a โ€œblerdโ€ (a Black nerd) who loved superhero comics and TV cartoons. He especially โ€œLOVED! LOVED! LOVED!โ€ the Incredible Hulk and thought he could actually be Spider-Man because it was possible that Spidey was Black. Bell says he didnโ€™t, however, much care for the superheroes who seemed to have โ€œsome sort of contractual obligation to put the word โ€˜Blackโ€ in their Superhero name.โ€

Bell also loved Bruce Lee movies, and though there were surprisingly few authentic Lee films, the awesomeness of martial arts led Bell to take classes. He was a big โ€œSaturday Night Liveโ€ watcher, absorbed stand-up comedy acts, and he appreciated how Muhammad Ali lived life by his own rules.

All this โ€” added to the day when someone other than his mother laughed out loud at his jokes โ€” led to a decision: Bell gave up a scholarship to an Ivy League college, to pursue a career in comedy.

It wasnโ€™t the smoothest of paths. He didnโ€™t do well at his first gig. Audiences didnโ€™t laugh, so he tried another comedy tactic by utilizing the subject of racism in his shows. He wrote, offered workshops, found a niche medium, created a podcast, met a few of his idols, was taken advantage of (often by white men), and he bounced ideas off others as he meanwhile met an independent woman, fell in love, and started a family.

And his career took off โ€ฆ

When reading a book by a comedian, one might expect to laugh, right?

โ€œThe Awkward Thoughts of W. Kamau Bellโ€ just isnโ€™t that kind of book, oddly enough. While there are some chuckles here, and an LOL or two, the heart of author W. Kamau Bellโ€™s book is more introspective than not. That could be a disappointment for readers looking for an escape, with belly-laughs.

Thatโ€™s not to say that this book isnโ€™t enjoyable, because it is. Bell is perfectly willing to poke fun at himself while examining late-1970s pop culture, Blackness (always with a capital โ€œBโ€), marriage (to a white woman), parenting, and politics. These universal topics are tackled with the wry, nudge-wink feel of a talk show, which isnโ€™t bad โ€ฆ but isnโ€™t always funny, either.

Overall, this book is entertaining but itโ€™s not a roll on the floor. Fans will like it a lot but for others, โ€œThe Awkward Thoughts of W. Kamau Bellโ€ is very, very โ€ฆ different.

This correspondent is a guest contributor to The Washington Informer.

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