c.2017, Dutton
$28 ($37 Canada)
352 pages
You are a very different kind of person.
You like things that others donโt like, youโre good at something that nobody else can do, and you laugh at the craziest jokes. Youโre different โ and thatโs OK. If we were all the same, as youโll see in โThe Awkward Thoughts of W. Kamau Bellโ by W. Kamau Bell, life would be awfully boring.
When Kamau Bell was born in late January 1973, his mother was already โa pioneer.โ Sheโd been married and divorced twice, and was unmarried and 35 years old when Bell was born. Unwilling to marry Bellโs father, she defined her own life and raised her son to do the same.
Bell grew up a โblerdโ (a Black nerd) who loved superhero comics and TV cartoons. He especially โLOVED! LOVED! LOVED!โ the Incredible Hulk and thought he could actually be Spider-Man because it was possible that Spidey was Black. Bell says he didnโt, however, much care for the superheroes who seemed to have โsome sort of contractual obligation to put the word โBlackโ in their Superhero name.โ
Bell also loved Bruce Lee movies, and though there were surprisingly few authentic Lee films, the awesomeness of martial arts led Bell to take classes. He was a big โSaturday Night Liveโ watcher, absorbed stand-up comedy acts, and he appreciated how Muhammad Ali lived life by his own rules.
All this โ added to the day when someone other than his mother laughed out loud at his jokes โ led to a decision: Bell gave up a scholarship to an Ivy League college, to pursue a career in comedy.
It wasnโt the smoothest of paths. He didnโt do well at his first gig. Audiences didnโt laugh, so he tried another comedy tactic by utilizing the subject of racism in his shows. He wrote, offered workshops, found a niche medium, created a podcast, met a few of his idols, was taken advantage of (often by white men), and he bounced ideas off others as he meanwhile met an independent woman, fell in love, and started a family.
And his career took off โฆ
When reading a book by a comedian, one might expect to laugh, right?
โThe Awkward Thoughts of W. Kamau Bellโ just isnโt that kind of book, oddly enough. While there are some chuckles here, and an LOL or two, the heart of author W. Kamau Bellโs book is more introspective than not. That could be a disappointment for readers looking for an escape, with belly-laughs.
Thatโs not to say that this book isnโt enjoyable, because it is. Bell is perfectly willing to poke fun at himself while examining late-1970s pop culture, Blackness (always with a capital โBโ), marriage (to a white woman), parenting, and politics. These universal topics are tackled with the wry, nudge-wink feel of a talk show, which isnโt bad โฆ but isnโt always funny, either.
Overall, this book is entertaining but itโs not a roll on the floor. Fans will like it a lot but for others, โThe Awkward Thoughts of W. Kamau Bellโ is very, very โฆ different.

